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　way　she　ignored　me；　or　so

obviously　avoided　me；　was　a　screaming　loud　reminder　to　me

that　I'd　been　a　jerk。　A　royal　cluck…faced　jerk。

Then　one　day　I'm　ing　home　from　hanging　out　with　Garrett　after　school；　and　there's　Juli　in

her　front　yard；　hacking　at　a　shrub。　She　is　thrashing

on　the　thing。　Branches　are　flying　over　her　shoulder；　and　clear　across　the　street　I　can　hear　her

grunting　and　growling　and　saying　stuff　like；　“No…

you…　don't！　You　are　ing…　off…　whether　you　like　it　or　…not！”

Did　I　feel　good　about　this？　No；　my　friend；　I　did　not。　Yeah；　their　yard　was　a　mess；　and　it　was

about　time　someone　did　something　about　it；　but

c'mon　—　where's　the　dad？　What　about　Matt　and　Mike？　Why　Juli？

Because　I'd　embarrassed　her　into　it；　that's　why。　I　felt　worse　than　ever。

So　I　snuck　inside　and　tried　to　ignore　the　fact　that　here's　my　desk　and　here's　my　window；　and

right　across　the　street　from　me　is　Juli；　beating　up　a

bush。　Not　conducive　to　concentration。　No　siree；　Bob。　I　got　all　of　zero　homework　done。

The　next　day　at　school　I　was　trying　to　get　up　the　nerve　to　say　something　to　her；　but　I　never

even　got　the　chance。　She　wouldn't　let　me　get　anywhere

near　her。

Then　on　the　ride　home　I　had　this　thought。　It　kind　of　freaked　me　out　at　first；　but　the　more　I

played　with　it；　the　more　I　figured　that；　yeah；　helping　her

with　the　yard　would　make　up　for　my　having　been　such　a　jerk。　Assuming　she　didn't　boss　me

too　much；　and　assuming　she　didn't　decide　to　get　all

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gooey…eyed　or　something　stupid　like　that。　No；　I'd　go　up　and　just　tell　her　that　I　felt　bad　for

being　a　jerk　and　I　wanted　to　make　it　up　to　her　by　helping　her

cut　back　some　b